Ranting

I need change!! Point, blank, period. Don't get me wrong, I love staying home with Meah, but being cooped up in the house all day, everyday is really getting to me. I need something besides being a Mommy (and scrapbooking) to occupy my time. I wish I could go back to school(even online), but I can't afford it, because, well...I don't have a job!!

Also, Jose, Meah and I really need our own place! Right now we are living in a little apartment in my mom's basement. I love living with my mom, because she helps out with the baby but I think it is time!! Welp, we can't afford it right now with just Jose working, which means I need to get a job. Which also means, putting Meah in daycare which I don't want to do! Oh the stresses of being a Mommy, haha. But anyways, back to living on our own. I just need to feel like I have my own space, like my mom can't come down stairs and tell me to do this, and to do that. AH!